The
thing with being an expat is when you land in your new home/city to start your
new adventure there are usually lots of ‘you’ to help you settle in. The
International School is (usually) bursting with friends waiting to meet you,
and things to do (I know, they are all very different and some are less
friendly than others but basically, there are lots of expat wives with kids
hanging around the playground, or an International Women’s Club not too far
away)
Friendships
work in opposites in as much as you ‘are friends’ then over time you might end
up acquaintances. Friends might mean you are originally from the same country;
or you’ve lived in the same country; or you have mutual friends, or your kids
are in the same class, or husbands work together. It’s a loose term on which a
coffee morning, or lunch can help cement.
In
non-expat communities, friendships work the traditional way, slowly simmering,
growing week by week, based on similarities more than the fact your kids are in
the same class (but that helps) and I forgot that.
These
past few weeks have told me that despite how disconnected I sometimes feel,
we’ve connected. We have friends. They are busy, working and doing normal every
day stuff around their homes or with family and friends, but we have them!
The
first day of school holidays was spent with friends sharing a day trip to
Petworth House. We were going to look for elves but they very wisely stayed
indoors out of the miserable weather. Instead, we enjoyed the sights and sounds
of Balthazar’s Palace and a yummy bowl of home made pumpkin soup for lunch.
We
had friends over for an early Xmas lunch and surprised them with a homemade
Chinese banquet. The girls played, we chatted and sipped
champagne – a really
lovely day.
MissM’s
been invited on several play dates these school holidays with promises of more
in the New Year.
We
shared a friends birthday brunch and when they learnt we were home alone NYE
they invited us to join them.
New
friends came over to us to celebrate Chanukah and we all got along really well.
It’s always interesting adding husbands and kids to the friendship but this one
worked.
So
I think the root cause of my negative thoughts is that I like to be busy, and I
enjoy spending time with friends. Friends are busy working and leading normal
lives. It sounds so silly to say they aren’t forgetting me, but when you’ve
lived 3 years in an expat bubble, when there’s so many in the same situation
you do forget what living in the real world is like. No wonder repatriation is
the hardest move of all!
In
order to ‘fit in’ more I’ve volunteered to work at Naomi House in the
fundraising and marketing department one day a week, if they’ll have me.
My
application is being processed at the moment.
I’ve
also put my name down to help out once a fortnight on a Wednesday with the
craft mornings, might even get a scrap book club going.
Class
Rep is going well. MrsW and I get along really well, and the comments from the
parents is that we have organized lovely events.
The
few regular diary entries will help give my week structure. With the occasional
Ikebana class, and a weekly writing course (which I’ve been waiting on
confirmation from for a few months), fitting in other stuff will make me like
the other girls I know – having to fit it in around ‘what I do’
Here’s
to a happier, more productive, settled 2013 as we enjoy our second year in the
UK
With
friendship
x
Glad to hear things are getting better. I was getting worried about u. U inspired me to consider doing the same. Well hubby putting his hand up for an overseas job.
ReplyDeleteThank you Fiona. I don't mean to upset or worry anyone with ms-havachat, it's just that for now, this is what this adventure is like. Expat life isn't all tennis, long lunches and shopping (well for some it is, for most it's not). I'm so excited to hear about your possible adventures! Please keep me posted and if i can be of any help, just ask. Amongst all the ups'n'downs of this first 12 months here, I can honestly say expat life is great, and the experiences and friendships worth it xo
ReplyDeleteI love ur honesty and put the emotion out there. I'm actually hoping it happens. Yes there will be good days and bad but with technology people are only a call away.
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